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Did you ever fall for someone you know you
shouldn’t?
Try hard to fight your feelings,
but you just
couldn’t?

You fall deeper with each passing day,

But try to hide it in every possible way.

She’s only a friend, and nothing else–

That’s the lie you keeping telling yourself.

You keep on saying she’s just a bud,

But deep inside, you’re falling in love.

You get so giddy when you meet her eyes,

But keep reminding yourself it isn’t right.

A simple glance turns into a stare,

But you pretend that you don’t care.

It’s "not right" for you two to be.

Is that why you hide it so no one can see?

But how long will you pretend?

Keep lying that she’s just a friend?

Perhaps your feelings you can never show.

Perhaps it’s "wrong" for her to know.

Your friendship can’t be risked over this,

So being her lover is an impossible wish…

The worst way to miss someone is

to be sitting right beside them

and knowing you can’t have them.