turbulence of love : ditinggal kawin

Ugh,,
this evening
has thrown my whole day away,,yet it’s a tough moment to finish the end..
i never felt
this before,,
i’m just feeling
lost about sum1 whose actually never belongs to me,,,for the first time anyway,,,
(btw, thx for not
applausing)

is it me? or do
love is about hurting?
Can anyone
tell me If a relationship is all but a pledge, do i have to wait till time ruined
it roughly??…
actually you
haven’t to tell at all,,coz it has already happenned to me…
( i can see someone
out there smiling over me :((, dont you?!!!!)



Gosh,,i’ve
been there,,in a battle of ego,,,
believing i’m
never gonna be defeated,,,but i dont,,
and i should
have to know that i won’t,,,


if there’s written
in my fucking rule,,
relationship is
more than just a love, yet it’s constructed by a commitment,,,
but,,finally,,,it
stops working by now,,,



i’m collapse,,in
every line i kept for,,,
do i have to
cry to make it better?
God,,,i need
you,,,
To guide me
walking through my fate,,over her fate, certainly,,,huahuahua,,,hiks,,hiks,,,sroot,,sroooooottt,,,


if it takes
time to recover,,,
then shorten
it,,
if it takes
someone to restore,,,
then reveal
it,,
Amiin


but after
this all,,,
i’m always believing
she’ll be with the great one You’ve been choosing,,,


Thx God 
Regards,
Always me


***
B
ila waktu ku tersisa
untuk selalu disisi
menjaga hatimu 

aku kan slalu mencoba
BERIKAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK KAU MILIKI

tapi maafkan aku
waktuku hanya sesaat 

reff:
aku tak bisa memiliki menjaga cintamu
walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu

aku tak ingin kau terluka mencintai aku
hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku 

sungguh di batas asa
ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
jalani hidupmu 

repeat *
repeat reff
…………………..Tak
bisa memiliki, Dygta

5 Responses to “turbulence of love : ditinggal kawin”

  1. am_is_are Says:

    nb to Lani and Dewa :
    thx for not leaving a comment….

    heuhuhue

  2. IPON Says:

    satu kata:

    RASAIN !!!

    wakakkaa..

  3. am_is_are Says:

    set deh paak Ipoooon,,,,

    hehe,,
    iye si,,,di rasain aje,,,abis mo digimanein lg:))

  4. LoveLy Says:

    ya,..Ampyuuunn,..

    seDalam itu kah???

    gw baca nih Blog karna di suruh se2Org

    SaBar Jal,..mungkin allah menghendaki yg lain u/ jd pasangan lo nnti

    Amiennn,…

  5. ardaya Says:

    setuju ma ipon!!! ke laut aja deh,wuakakakakak

    niy jal gw kasi puisi bwt ngehibur:

    tak perlu lah sedu sedan itu…
    aku ini binatang jalang…
    dari kumpulan yang terbuang…

    heikh?? kyknya gk nyambung degh..hihihihi

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