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Ugh,,
this evening
has thrown my whole day away,,yet it’s a tough moment to finish the end..
i never felt
this before,,
i’m just feeling
lost about sum1 whose actually never belongs to me,,,for the first time anyway,,,
(btw, thx for not
applausing)

is it me? or do
love is about hurting?
Can anyone
tell me If a relationship is all but a pledge, do i have to wait till time ruined
it roughly??…
actually you
haven’t to tell at all,,coz it has already happenned to me…
( i can see someone
out there smiling over me :((, dont you?!!!!)

Gosh,,i’ve
been there,,in a battle of ego,,,
believing i’m
never gonna be defeated,,,but i dont,,
and i should
have to know that i won’t,,,

if there’s written
in my fucking rule,,
relationship is
more than just a love, yet it’s constructed by a commitment,,,
but,,finally,,,it
stops working by now,,,

i’m collapse,,in
every line i kept for,,,
do i have to
cry to make it better?
God,,,i need
you,,,
To guide me
walking through my fate,,over her fate, certainly,,,huahuahua,,,hiks,,hiks,,,sroot,,sroooooottt,,,

if it takes
time to recover,,,
then shorten
it,,
if it takes
someone to restore,,,
then reveal
it,,
Amiin

but after
this all,,,
i’m always believing
she’ll be with the great one You’ve been choosing,,,

Thx God 
Regards,
Always me

***
Bila waktu ku tersisa
untuk selalu disisi
menjaga hatimu 

aku kan slalu mencoba
BERIKAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK KAU MILIKI

tapi maafkan aku
waktuku hanya sesaat 

reff:
aku tak bisa memiliki menjaga cintamu
walau sesungguhnya hatiku mencintaimu, memilikimu

aku tak ingin kau terluka mencintai aku
hapuslah air matamu dan lupakan aku 

sungguh di batas asa
ku hanya ingin kau bahagia
jalani hidupmu 

repeat *
repeat reff
…………………..Tak
bisa memiliki, Dygta

hi there,,,
i’ve found myself in da mirror,,,
talkin to whatever it shows,,,is it true of me?but, i dont think so
i must be a handsome, clever, smart, being succesful graduated student,,LOLs, pathetic of me!!

nothin to be written at this nite,,,cos i dont even have a day to live for…
where are me ???
no friends to talk with,,no story to tell about,,no pride to show over,,,
how do i know if i’m even still exist?!

novel,,,yeah novel,,, i must have to write a novel,,,
but, what kinda novel? romantic? or……tough one?
is it all about me? huff,,it must be a boring one….

i just think,,,
how can they called me a humoris in the way i can never make me laugh…
how come they called me a nice one while i can’t feel me comfort,,,
arg,,,,life is too short to blame,,,
but who’s blamed who!! i just blame noone….so lets curse again..haha

when they think what i’m not….
are there someone thinking exactly like i do?
are there???? hi…. can someone hear me!!

oh i swear, please God,,,,

C?

apaan tuh C?

ya C? hurup abis A dan B.

C juga
bisa dianggap sebagai singkatan dari Cukup! Cukup…ga bagus2 amat
dan ga jelek2 amat. cuma nilai C untuk ukuran kampus gue adalah nilai
cukup beraib dan cukup menyesakkan dan cukup harus untuk segera di
ulang.

cm C bakal berasa bukan C saat lo mendapatkannya saat
ngulang suatu mata kuliah sebanyak 5 kali dengan nilai E atau D
sebelomnya…

yah that’s how i felt that day
i was walking through the isle, looking for my number,,,10103033,,going rite,,,more rite,,,,oh it’s C….ameeeen!!!
oh God,,,i bet, noone are ever happier than me when they got C….
hahaha,,,i
thought i was the smartest student in that spot,,,i laughed loudly till
i heard someone said,,, "B??? it must be sucks!! how can i? they must
be kidding!"
ops…who was that shit?! ,,,didnt he notice if  i  was there!!! freshman is always sucks!!

hiks,,,cm bisa cerita segitu aja sih,,,ga tega ngelanjutinnye….
huahuahuahuahuahua